No matter how you go away from the things and those people you want to keep distance with, if it’s really meant for you to happen, it will haunt you, no matter how close you hid yourself, how far you’ve walked.. It only means that you can’t escape to whatever destined for you to happen.. All things happen for a reason.. Everything will happen if it’s meant for you to happen.. So, let’s enjoy LI|FE.Go with the flow.
No matter how you go away from the things and those people you want to keep distance with, if it’s really meant for you to happen, it will haunt you, no matter how close you hid yourself, how far you’ve walked.. It only means that you can’t escape to whatever destined for you to happen.. All things happen for a reason.. Everything will happen if it’s meant for you to happen.. So, let’s enjoy LI|FE.Go with the flow.
I used to be his princess…
And he used to be my prince…
Then suddenly, somebody stole him from me…
I thought of fighting, but then, I saw him
happy with his new princess…..
Do I need to fight for my one true love?
Or just accept the fact, that sometimes….
Not all fairytales end happily ever after… 
Dying inside cause I
can’t stand it
Make or break up
Can’t take this madness
We don’t even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you dont’ know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It’s no mistaking
We’re just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it’s over
You’re really gone
It’s killing me
Cause there ain’t nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you’ll come back around
And I try to front like “Oh well”
Each time you let me down
See I can’t get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain’t the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon’ act
Like what we had
Ain’t nothin’ at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can’t last one moment alone
Now go I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it’s over
You’re really gone
It’s killing me
Cause there ain’t nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you’ll come back around
And I try to front like “Oh well”
Each time you let me down
See I can’t get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it’s over
You’re really gone
It’s killing me
Cause there ain’t nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you’ll come back around
And I try to front like “Oh well”
Each time you let me down
See I can’t get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.
I Stay In Love (Main) - Mariah Carey“>I stay inlove
It’s his Birthday today..
finally, i had this chance to keep in touch with him again… ha ha ha ha….
i sent a birthday greeting to him thru SMS… good thing was, he respond with my message,,, and the best part: he had my new number,,, he he he..
that’s the main point of it… 
I missed him so much… up to this point, every time i see him, kinikilig pa rin ako,,, habang tumatagal mas lalo akong kinikilig…. hayy,,, buhay talaga parang life…… hehehehe….
a happy life… a wonderful life… mwaahhhh…
i’m looking forward with more to come….
I was not aware that He came only to love me for awhile. I was aiming to be with HIM forever. But he’s not willing to work it all out. While I was planning for us, he was also busy planning his life with another person. It hurts so much but all I can do is watch him walk away and that’s the end of it. There goes my life. There goes my forever. I know he’s gone, but holding on to him has become my way to keep me ALIVE…
DREAMS DO COME TRUE…
…. Yes, DREAMS DO COME TRUE….
I thought, Dreams remained to be just a dream…, but now, Its not… : I have this so long long time,dream… A dream that I never thought would possibly happen, but now,…. Its all coming true more than what I have expected… So much more than what I had wish it to happen…. Life is really so amazing, if we just stick to what our hearts really wished for, In time it will happen… Just like what had happen to me… he he he… :0 I cant be so specific about it because its kinda complicated…. Complicated?… Yes, it is so so so so coplicated,… And that makes it worth so extra exciting…. he he he…. All I can say, that Im so much HAPPY for what had happened…. Even if I knOw that it will only be stucked and remained at that point, its enough for me, what is important is, IT DID HAPPEN IN MY LIFE, AND IT IS MORE THAN WHAT I HAVE EXPECTED IT HAPPEN…. RIGHT? MY SWEET?!!? HE HE HE…
It’s my birthday today…. So far, it’s the first birthday ever that I’m away from home… A total different from all the birthdays that I have… Im just glad that I was able to go to church today, as what i had planned for… In that way, though I’m not with my family and friends, I had Jesus as a companion… And I have Bambie to share a simple dinner with… As for me here, it was just an ordinary day, but right there in my hometown, my parents still prepared a birthday party for me, almost all the families both from my mom’s and dad’s side were all there… My mom called me, saying that everything was fine right there, I also got the chance to talk to all of them… I really wanted to cry because I really missed them all… Soon, I’ll be home… I’ll be home for Christmas…
I just realized that it’s really difficult to be away from home,… to be away from your family….
Hmmmm, I dont like what I’m writing, obviously I’m just not in the mood…. Oh well, I’ll just end it here…. I will just say something about my birthday, as soon as I can fully expressed what I really wanted to say…
Hmmmmm, just a month ago, as what i have shared about this guy, younger guy in particular whom i thought be a wonderfull and beautiful love story to tell, but im totally wrong.. Super wrong… But its okay, we can never ever tell and know what will happen… I just tried to follow my insane expectation of having a good love story with this guy, even right from the start that we are not compatible with each other, we live in different world… Perhaps we are not a match…
Hmmm, so here I am again, searching, waitin’ for my prince to come…. I just hope one day, my prince and I will cross our ways… Since I’m so tired, playing around with the wrong ones…. nnnyyyyeeeekkkkksssss…
but, I know, someday, in a perfect moment, my Prince will come to rescue me in the hands of these playfull world….
baby boy???…. yes, my baby boy…. hmmmm…. it’s just i guess a month ago, when i met this guy… and guess how i met him… it was a boring night, totally boring since it so happened na nagblockout ang cable station so, wala magawa… i dialled my friend’s telephone number but so sad, it was busy then, she might talking to our other friend whom i had called before her pero busy din… and here the story all begun… since walang magawa, i tried to dial a phone number na almost the same of my that of my friend, yong last digit lang ang naiba, it so happened na nag ring yong other line, and a sungit guy answered the call, and then on, kahit masungit naman siya eh pinansin naman nya ako kasi nagkataon din na walang siyang magawa, and nagkaton lang din na kakatapos lang din nya gamitin ung fone nila… and that first call we have a lot of things na napagusapan, as in parang we have known each other already… and what connects us was he was a friend of my cousin… kaya parang magkakilala na talaga kami… so, yon, nasundan pa ng halos every night na telebabad till exchanged of cell numbers… phone pals na kami, textmates pa kami… jejeje, close noh?…. ay, feeling close pala… jeje..
